it kinda pisses me off how almost everyone i know from high school are already posting about graduation and using their graduation photos as their profile picture in facebook. my friend @ilovecryzieg posted the list of “candidates for graduation” with her name on it (no offense @ilovecryzieg, i’m proud of you dear!). i was supposed to do that a month ago, the only problem is i’m too scared to do it. i still have 7 subjects left (ikr). i’m scared that might (knock on wood) one of them. i have overlapping schedules too. talk about pressure. the thing is, i AM excited for graduation, i’m just scared that something bad might happen to me and spoil that happy feeling.
that fear of failing and not being able to make it to graduation scares the shit outta me, and made me borrow 2 huge books from the library today so i could force myself to study for midterms this thursday, 1 about accounting and 1 about discrete mathematics (numbers hate me and the feeling is mutual). instead of going straight home, i ended up going with my friends @ UG for a couple of shots to calm my nerves ‘cause my boyfriend didn’t pick me up @ school today.
oh well, might as well eat my way out of this stressful day. *sigh* :(